I can't believe how fast time flies and very soon i will be blowing out 21 candles on my very own cake; okay maybe not 21 candles but you get what i mean. I'm really not sure how people see this but turning 21 to me doesn't seem to have a very big impact on me. Don't get it the wrong way, i am very excited and stoked but to me turning 20,21 or 22 is all the same thing. Getting a 'freedom key' does not mean that i will have a significant change in my freedom-o-meter. It definitely does not mean that i can party until the wee hours of the morning and neither does it mean that I have the complete freedom to do whatever i please. Needless to say, i am still pretty much very grounded by my parents and i believe in a way it is a good thing although at times i wish i could have just a lil' bit more. I am very close to my parents and depending on how you see it, it can be a good and a bad thing at the same time. Being close to my parents also means that I can really have heart-to-heart conversations with them. My mom is like my bigger sister and i like to think that there is a very special bond between us that can never be shared with anybody else. She will always want to know the people i mix with and my circle of friends and at times although i do find her inquisitive nature a lil irritating i can't help but understand at the end of the day that she is only concerned of my safety. After all, what do i know? I am not yet a parent. Long story short i can just feel that i will and always be my parents little girl.
I like to think that friendships can last forever but that does not seem to be the case. Although they may be able to last the bond will never be as strong as before. I do try my best and do my part to keep the friendship going because i do treasure my friends a lot and in particular those who are close to me. Managed to catch up with June when she came back to kl for a short short holiday. It was really good seeing her again but she has left for melbourne yesterday. See ya in december lovee.
Spent way way too much money this month. I think dad's going to be so surprised when the bill comes. Mmm..shopping fetish. A lil' retail therapy never hurts. Although 'a lil' seems to be an understatement here.
Ta ta lovers..until the next post. Btw i changed my bg song again..like it?feedbacks feedbacks.

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aretha