Happy b'day my darling Jyy Huey! You are officially 21 and no more a small girl! Thanks for always being such a great friend and although we only have another year together im so grateful to have known you! I know eventually we will go our separate ways but i hope that we can be friends forever! Thanks for always lending me a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen and for all your support and advice..thanks for being my big sis hehe. I hope you like the pressie and hope you had a blast this b'day!

My very pretty da jie!

A million hugs and kisses! <3

Whats a girl's worst fear? Not being able to fit into their favourite pair of jeans. Its true. Ask any girl on the street and they'll tell you that; well okay maybe not all girls but i digress. The truth is jeans are a girl's best friends; besides the diamonds of course.

So what happened was there was this lovely pair of levi's which i could not fit into during my fat days and teeny skinny mummy got it for herself instead; yes i was too fat that even the bigger sizes didnt fit me. I like to think that i lost all my baby fat and have passed the fat phase but in reality it is otherwise; anyway the jeans eventually were passed on to me and during the time when i was my skinniest i could fit into them (but not without lots of tugging and pulling and jumping into them) ; they fit! I was elated but not for long because eventhough i could fit into them, lots of jumping and tugging had to be done and now i can't even fit into them.*sigh* Im not really complaining because i can fit into all my jeans except for this one..my favourite piece. Am i not goin to starve myself just to fit into them. Thats just ridiculous. I think i can be a very extreme person. I do not seem to recognise the word 'moderation' in my vocab and to think that i have to finish the whole box of cookies to be satisfied or the whole bar of chocolate or eating 7-8 fried chicken wings in a go just shows you how bad it is.

Pics from our windsor trip.

my cardiff trip!

Was spoilt with deli-cious japanese food during my weekend at cardiff. Love the city there which is obviously bigger than my place but not as busy as london which i like. Also, a bit of damage done during my stay there.=) Gosh the things are so freaking exp there that i just cant bring myself to buy them. A dress was 45 pounds and the coat was 49 pounds. Thats almost 100pounds which is like 700 ringgit..jees i can get myself a nice bcbg dress with that money. Even my jonathan cheng dress was only 800. Gotta love my new Nars lipgloss and deep throat blush haha have the one in orgasm and now deep throat. Haha so orgasmic. The boy thinks this line of makeup is so obscene. Nevertheless me likes. =)

Finally, LUSH's sweet japanese girl solid cleansing bar and crashcourse in skincare fresh face mask. Hope it lives up to its claim!

Toodles dahlings!

Friends come and go, we meet new friends and bid farewell the old ones. As much as i hate to admit it, we really do start to lose some of our friends as we grow older, go our different ways, i guess its all part of life and theres nothing much you can do about it. As for me, i guess i am grateful to have met these few people who have played a very significant part in my life, i know i can count on these people whenever i need a shoulder to cry on. You know who you are.

Today is bonfire night and me being the very good girl decided to stay at home. Have too much to study and too little time left; time seems to pass so fast. Its been almost a month since i came back to UK but it feels just like a week. I guess it helps when you have such close people here with you, i never felt lonely like i used to last year.

A lil retail therapy does wonders to brighten up my mood especially when my mood hasn't exactly been in the most pristine state since the past few days. Its amazing how you can actually trust someone only to find that they actually go back on you. Hate that feeling; the feeling is indescribable; betrayal. I've learnt not to trust anyone but yourself; start suspecting everyone. I hate to do this, i didnt ask for this; i still don't understand why i tend to get myself stuck in situations like this. Its sucky times like this when i turn to the few people i know i can TRULY trust. Would also like to take the opportunity to thank you darling for always standing by me and listening to all my ramblings; i know i whine too much sometimes.

On a much happier note, i have new kicks; new boots to show off. You get the drill.