The periodic table of my crowning glory

As much as i 'sayang' my crowning glory, I love to trash funkadelical colours on it every few months. Just by looking at my hair I'm very sure you CAN'T tell what colour it is because I have practically 'rojak-ed' different colours together so what you see today is possibly umm a combo of blonde-bleached hair, light brown, red, red-brown, more blonde haha! I do admit that I regretted my blonde days because bleaching really dries out your hair from tip to root and its really not funny when your mummy calls your hair a broomstick sheesh. Lately my hair has been extremely well behaved and has been reasonably smooth despite the many colour jobs I have done on it; hmm maybe the pre and after colour treatment that i INSISTED Shawn conned me into doing does work.

My very first colour job! Umm i think it was a 2 tone brown and ash but the picture isn't doing much justice to the colour. Its a realy nice combination really.

Second colour job! This one was alot more drastic. I had my highlights bleached and basically this was a golden brown. Very nice and very kawaii im not joking. I swear i get mistakened as being a japanese girl so many times. But maintenance is really second to none and you really need to wear alot of makeup or you'll look very pale.

Red hair days. Man how i loved my red hair but maintenance was second to none, but red really does makes you look fairer I think..not that I'm not already as pale as a ghost. Hmmm maybe I will go back to being a redhead one day..when i can tolerate the red water in the shower.

Okay this one was probably a mixture of red and brown. Come to think of it I think I bought a box of L'oreal dye from the drugstore and didn't like the results. Girls, there really is a big difference between bottled dyes and salon dyes! Go for salon ones, the results are more promising..colour is more intense and hair is shinier, healthier too I would think. =)

Just last year I dyed it red-brown. I really loved this colour, it didnt dry up my hair and was more like a treatment colour, according to Shawn.

Alrightyy the final result of my hair haha. Looks okay?? I think its a light brown..really nice I think. Its fun experimenting with colours.

Hmmm am thinking of dyeing it purple. Or how about pink highlights?? Should I do something drastic?? How about a short mushroom bob?? Opinions and suggestions are welcome! =)

Time to sleep sleep..love love.

The end?

Lately I've come to realise that whatever you do or whatever you write becomes the subject of scrutiny especially by people you don't particularly like. My blog is here really my diary, a place for me to spill my thoughts and feelings so if you don't like what you read I advise you to stop reading. I don't like people telling me how my life should be and I'm very sorry I'm not very open to criticisms and scrutinies so if you feel that you have nothing good to say please stop reading this. Or perhaps I should stop blogging because whatever I say seems to be criticized and scrutinized and that is not the whole purpose of my blog. Hmmm still undecided. Maybe its time to lock my blog again?

Leaving on a jetplane

Tomorrow my bestest friend in the whole world miss koh hsien ju is flying back home. Safe trip dear! Hmmm it really did hit home, I guess I do miss home but as much as I do there will definitely be this heavy hearted feeling when the time comes for me to leave. I guess somehow i feel myself quite attached to this place in a queer way. Although there isn't the comfort of home or the warmth from your family members theres this feeling of independance and the freedom I never had when I was back home. I guess all good things have to come to an end. Living in the UK has been a very enjoyable experience for me. I have met made wonderful new friends and learnt many new things. I think its all part of growing up, it has all made me a better person (hopefully). So yes i will feel abit sad when the time comes for me to leave but hopefully things will be even better back home. =) Heres to good food, good company and good shopping!

Love love.

Ditto

Ditto to bar school. Oh well there was a slight feeling of disappointment and honestly i was in a state of 'shock' but i guess theres nothing much that can be done. After all, its only a year im sure we can cope right dear? On the brighter and happier note, if i do go home i can be with my family again which honestly i don't mind because its been awhile and i really do miss mummy. There are pros and cons for both and weighing them out is just taxing. So im trying my best for Cardiff again and if all fails then goodbye UK and hello home sweet home.

Anyway my small parcel(not the food one) arrived today and it was really fast because mummy only sent it on Saturday and today is Tuesday! Needless to say, new clothes never fails to make me smile. My lovely blouse..mummy even threw in a lovely pair of shorts and my fav thomas wylde skull scarf! San kyu mummy.




I'm really glad to have finally got something off my heart yesterday. Its been awhile and I'm so glad i did. I know you said there will always be this hurdle between us but I do want things to be okay between us. Thank you for being patient and for willing to listen. =)

18 days and counting before my Paris trip. Love love!

Thankkiew mummy

Lovely mummy decided to send me some goodies from home seeing that access to my fav foods such as chicken essence, kuih kapit, canned foods and instant noodles is so scarce here. Chinese new year came and gone without any cny foods. How can??!! Mummy came to the rescue! She even got me new clothing! A very pretty blouse and a pair of shorts. San kyu okasan. =)



Pretty floral blouse from Twenty8Twelve by Sienna and Savannah Miller that mummy got for me! Its white and silk with floral prints on it. Its really pretty and i love it. San kyu mummy.=)

And heres another dress from one of my fav designers, Castle Starr which i spotted on her online website. I've not found it yet but am still looking! Pretty isn't it??=)



Anyone see this online let me know ya! hehee =)

Oh and here are pics of my brother's new cat, Thomas although I insist that he should be called Tom haha =).



So much work and so little time. Oh how I wish that time will come to a stop. 3 more weeks till my Paris trip. Paris disneyland here i comeeeee! =) Mickey mouse wait for me.

Love love.

We never fought during the start but I guess things get more complicated the longer you are together. Oh how I wish I didn't lose my temper so easily and said all the horrid things.
Nevertheless, I take it as a challenge and perhaps God is testing the strength of our relationship.
I don't believe in horoscopes or tarot cards because i refuse to believe in them and I insist that we make our own fate in this world.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to, it wasn't meant to turn out like that.
I know we've forgiven each other but deep down theres still this feeling of uneasiness and somehow I wish I had never started it in the first place. Its like pricking my finger with a torn, the wounds will heal but will never be as good as before.
I want this to be something that eventually strengthens the bond we share and not weaken it. I never want this to come to an end.
Sorry baby i love you.